Good news Arrived!
The company i work in has opened several opportunities,especially for the new employee to continue their study into the postgraduate level. Yes of course, you can choose overseas for this program.
But since i was failed on my first IELTS test last december, i didnt get the ticket yet for this recent departure, but luckily my name already on their to-be-considered list for the next application :)
hmmmmm...
at first i was in total rejection for this program. It seems quite premature for newbie industrial kid like me to gain more formal education without strengthen the industrial knowledge itself by conducting several experiences in field first. I would love to continue my study but i dont feel quite confidence with what do i have now.
Suddenly the fear of fail in taking the subject during the postgraduate program appears obviously. Lack of fundamental theory and application of physics engineering makes me re-think thousands time before apply for this program earlier.
but..
i'm pretty sure that there would be another 2nd chance for this beautiful opportunity..
Bismillah.
finally,i decided to take the chance..
eventhough there is no any guarantee to be enrolled for the next session, at least i would stand up fight to grab that moment..
i realized that motivations, pride, and hopes of my beloved family,friends and my girl was an comprehensive answer for everything that i fear of.
There is nothing to be afraid of,because the war isn't start yet.
Now it's the time to set up all the preparation in the best way i could.
Re-learn about the whole package from my own discipline as well as its applications in industrial plant,
and
go back again to the english course :)
